I love the late great Maya Angelou. She taught us a lot. She was an empowered spiritual woman. I aspire to be empowered, but in order to get there I have to learn to love myself. This year has seen so much growth that sometimes I have to catch my breath. I have had this abundance of energy to see many goals achieved this year. I am so proud of my accomplishments! 8 certifications and I wrote for 6 multi-author books! I created my business which is thriving and with the help of Shanda I got my website up. I also am the creator of KindnessCrewCalgary which is such an amazing charity! I have done a lot of good. That is what I am concentrating on.
On the other side of growth there is pain. This is the raw vulnerable part of this blogpost today. I sit with some pain in my heart. You see this summer I had an issue with receiving and I created a situation that hurt some beautiful amazing women and now they don't speak to me.
What was done is done. I learned to Let Go. I seeked the help of two powerful mentors, the help of my mother, my sister, my doctor, the help of my faith and the help of my God. But what I can't do is make them FEEL what I feel or jump into my body so that they can see WHY things happened. I have started to heal my inner little girl and mother martyr archetype..... the first time I heard that I said to Crystal that it pained me to think that is who I am. Well it is part of the complex, wonderful woman I am.
I know what others think of me is none of my business, but the truth of the matter is, as I embark on my 44 day detox with Sunny, I want to detox from the judgement of others. That is one of my fears. I have worked on my 5 fears this year a lot. The fear of not being enough.. I know I am enough .. the fear of not being worthy. I am worthy. God created me. The fear of not being liked. Now I know the right people will LOVE me. And those who don't like me aren't meant to be in my life. Let them go!!! My fear of judgement... well that one I still have some work to do. I want to continue to walk with my head high. I want to teach from my mistakes. I will be successful in this for I have a big GOD and He will never let me down. Another mentor told me to lead by example and to continue to shine my light. That is exactly what I am going to do. My fear of giving my God given power away is what I am working on. I know I have the light of the most HIGH in me. I am no less or more than ANYONE!!
I am me. Beautiful, kind, amazing ME.
Colossians 1:14In whom we have redemption, the forgiveness of sins.
God has forgiven me my sins. That is good enough for me. For no man is better than me.
So if you are interested in doing the detox with me sign up and then email me at firstname.lastname@example.org and I will provide a FREE miracle mantra for your day.
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