Wow!! 2019 has started with so much growth!  I sometimes wish I had a crystal ball to tap in to the future. However, I know that God's will is always being served in my life. Thank God that I have an anchor, because I have needed it.  January started with much energy going on in my life.  I found I was having triggers that I hadn't had to this magnitude for a long time.

Late last year, I had decided to cohost an event with an amazing mentor of mine.  In a group that I hold dear and with respect.  I had wanted to help someone else on her healing journey.  I broke a cardinal rule.  I can't want for anyone else.  I don't have a right.  If I had been listening and tuning in, I would have seen and known that.  However, I got caught up in the excitement of such an event.  I could feel it and I could see it.   Things happened swiftly.  The person I wanted to help wasn't ready and wasn't in a high enough vibration to be able to cope with such an event.  After some mentoring I was again reminded, I can't create for anyone else.  I can't feel for them and I can't want for them.  I got caught up in some energy that wasn't mine and things started to feel out of alignment.  The excitement turned to fear and I quickly stepped down.  With the stepping down, came much shame and guilt.  All of my fears surfaced and I became an emotional mess.  The physical manifestation of the stress was headaches, sore body and an intense rash that hurt!!  I knew that I had to do something.  I am so blessed that I have been on a healing journey for the last nine years and have beautiful mentors who help pick me back up.  My mentor emailed me and asked me a few questions.  Combined with what I have already learned, this is what I had to do to heal:

1. Identify who  is triggering me.
2. identify how was I feeling.
3. how has not speaking up hurt me in the past and was I reacting or responding to the situation?
4. what have I learned?
5. What would I do differently now?
6. what are the gifts, value in the lesson
7. write and burn letters to each of the people so that I could forgive me and them for their part in the situation.
8. out loud I had to claim what was I angry at ?  I had to do it until I felt a shift.
9. then I filled up with I am statements.  I am enough.  I am valuable.  I am worthy.  I am forgiven.  I am loved.  I am safe.  Whatever you put after your I am becomes your life.
10. I had to create some new boundaries.  I had to step back for awhile.  I have to take some time for myself to heal some more.
11. I have to create some new patterns.
12. I have to continue to trust my intuition.
13. I have to continue to heal my heart.
14. Instead of reacting I need to be clear with family, friends and associates about what upsets me.
15. I had to clear my energy of any low vibes that I absorbed and to release myself from the shame and guilt.

Healing is a journey and it is continuous.  Today I know that I am a good person who is doing her best.  Taking some time to sit with who I am, what I want for my life and how I will achieve my goals is my prime focus. I continue to clear and maintain my energy and I will count my gratitude, for today is a gift!  I thank God for the unconditional love. I thank my angels for all the messages they send.  I thank my guides and my family in spirit as I was getting so many messages of what to do.  I am continuing to learn to trust that inner guru- that Divine wisdom that is within all of us.  I continue to trust that life is happening for me and not to me and I have faith that my journey is Divine.  I forgive me and I look with compassion on those I hurt and on the hurt I caused myself and mostly I continue to love myself to health!!!
I know that I am love.  So today I affirm it and I remind all of you that no matter what you are loved.  So go adjust your crown, head up darling.  We got this!!

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Happy New Year!! Happy 2019 everyone!  Wow!  Only two days in to this amazing new year and I am already being guided to make changes in my life.
How is this year feeling for you?  Have you made resolutions?  or do you set intentions?  I no longer set resolutions as they don't work for me.  Since 2015 I have set intentions and they have served me well.  I got my words for the year a couple of months ago, after asking my angels and listening in to my intuition.  Then two weeks ago, they gave me another word.  So this year I have four words to guide my year.
I received Joy, Journey, and travel early on and then last week the angels guided me to Power!   

Last night I had to make a decision to leave a group that I no longer feel in alignment with.  Last month I had to leave another one.  I am already feeling the guidance of my words.  Standing in my personal power is going to be so very beneficial.  Having boundaries and enforcing them is necessary.  I now feel worthy and I feel that I am enough.  This hasn't been an easy process and I am grateful to God for the support. 

Yesterday I did my year angel card reading and I am excited for what this year will bring and I am ready as I have the support of the Divine.

I want to leave you with this angel prayer for today:This is the Angel Prayer for January 1 from the Book 365 Days of Angel Prayers available for purchase on Amazon at http://amzn.to/2mQRXFa

Archangel Manifestation Prayer
By Rev. Jennifer Shackford
I call upon the Archangels to pave the way for an abundant future,
filled with love, happiness, gratitude and faith.
I set the intention this will be the best year of my life.
I call upon Archangel Michael
for the strength I will need to meet challenges in the year ahead.
I call upon Archangel Gabriel
for the words and communication needed to pave the way of my truth
and desires for my present and future successes and relationships.
I call upon and release all to Archangel Raphael
to enable processes for healing of my ego and higher self;
to no longer allow my past fears to control my present or future.
I call upon Archangel Uriel
to activate and embrace my true inner power and love;
to direct me easily and effortlessly to my soul lessons in this lifetime.
I call upon Archangel Raguel
to balance all relationships in my life with peace and harmony.
Allow me to recognize, accept and release any relationship
that is not for my highest and best, to send them gratitude and peace.
Dear Archangels,
I am always open and willing and deserving of your love and guidance.
Blessings of Love.
Amen and so it is!!

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