How is your January so far?
Wow!! 2019 has started with so much growth! I sometimes wish I had a crystal ball to tap in to the future. However, I know that God's will is always being served in my life. Thank God that I have an anchor, because I have needed it. January started with much energy going on in my life. I found I was having triggers that I hadn't had to this magnitude for a long time.
Late last year, I had decided to cohost an event with an amazing mentor of mine. In a group that I hold dear and with respect. I had wanted to help someone else on her healing journey. I broke a cardinal rule. I can't want for anyone else. I don't have a right. If I had been listening and tuning in, I would have seen and known that. However, I got caught up in the excitement of such an event. I could feel it and I could see it. Things happened swiftly. The person I wanted to help wasn't ready and wasn't in a high enough vibration to be able to cope with such an event. After some mentoring I was again reminded, I can't create for anyone else. I can't feel for them and I can't want for them. I got caught up in some energy that wasn't mine and things started to feel out of alignment. The excitement turned to fear and I quickly stepped down. With the stepping down, came much shame and guilt. All of my fears surfaced and I became an emotional mess. The physical manifestation of the stress was headaches, sore body and an intense rash that hurt!! I knew that I had to do something. I am so blessed that I have been on a healing journey for the last nine years and have beautiful mentors who help pick me back up. My mentor emailed me and asked me a few questions. Combined with what I have already learned, this is what I had to do to heal:
I know that I am love. So today I affirm it and I remind all of you that no matter what you are loved. So go adjust your crown, head up darling. We got this!!
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