Wow! what a growing month January 2020 turned out to be!! Little did I know what God had in store for me when I signed up for my mentor's new 21 day class. Choosing me has been quite the journey. I had felt my angels guiding me since the summer of 2019. I was allowing some energies that were not for my highest greatest good. I was taking on too much extraneous energy and I had lost my original focus. It is interesting how the Universe works when you are not doing what they want and instead are doing what you think you want. So this month I had to LET GO. I had to trust God and my angels to guide me on the right path. Letting go is rarely easy. It takes courage, strength and a lot of work to heal the heart. We judge ourselves so harshly.
True self love is forgiving our SELF first and then all others.
Today the angels guided me to share this. I am a recovering controller. I have a 21 year old son with whom I having much growth and pain and I have tried to control with no success. ( background story: my husband and I are his guardians as he has some needs that require us to have this duty)
The angels say that when we try to control situations and people that can be a sign of fear and not trusting the process of life. The angels told me to have compassion for myself when this shows up. I am learning that my son and my husband and me need reassurance that the Universe is orderly and trustworthy. I know my mentor teaches me to trust the process of life, to trust God and to trust my angels. I am learning to trust me and I am learning to allow my son to trust his spirit. He doesn't always choose the right friends and often is used and manipulated. It is so hard to watch. It is even harder sometimes to support when I am left with what I feel is shovelling the poop after he does things.
Apparently the angels say that to be nurturing and being guided with unconditional love is the answer to these situations and issues. They are right when they say that often the person who tries to have power over everything is often the one who feels out of control. They remind me to visualize what I want and not to focus on what I don't want. They say to picture the outcome I want. Easier said than done. It is my work at the moment. I am doing my best.
When your trust is shaken they say to lean on your faith. I am doing just that. I am going to church again. I say many, many prayers each day and I ask the angels for signs I understand.
The angels remind me that everything is turning out in Divine order and that my son, my husband and myself have lessons to learn. I am letting go of the past and and focussing on the truth. The Divine is guiding us. As long as we stay focussed on that Divinity, on the light, we will be ok. There is a promise of peace when we can sit in the knowledge that God has us in the palm of his hand. I keep my eyes on Him. I ask my angels for help and I let go and let God.
Today's affirmation: I am in the flow of life. I know that all this is under control. I trust in God and in Divine order. The infinite wisdom of God guides me to a perfect outcome for us. Amen and so it is.
Sometimes with letting go and letting God, we lose something. This is what the angels guide us to do in that circumstance.
They say to process the loss. What is the lesson? What is the gift? Then they say to celebrate what remains. Changes can feel like a loss. This loss must be processed and healed before we can fully move on. Part of this process is appreciating what we have. Appreciation appreciates. This is a process that can be as simple as writing down the perceived losses and what remains.
Do it like this:
What was lost______________________________________________?
What was the lesson________________________________________?
Make amends when necessary by forgiving and then let go. You know that saying if you love something set it free. If it comes back, it was yours ( and meant to be.) If it doesn't it never was. LET Go and LET GOD my friends. It is the pathway to peace. Peace begins with our own hearts. Move forward. Life is too short to hang on to things, people and places that have served their purpose.
This healing is truly a journey of lessons. Learn the lesson and move on.
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