Trust

Have you ever had one of those days where something has rocked you to your core?  You get paralyzed in fear and don't know what to do?  
That even though you are normally connected to God, you wonder how you are ever going to get through something?
Yes?  so have I.  It seems like when things are going good you are afraid to say how good things are?  you are afraid of the other shoe dropping?
Yes!! Me too.

The other day I had one of those days.  You see I do this work to stay in good mental health.  I fill myself up with affirmations, I connect daily to God and my angels and I spread love and light.  I am staying away from drama and drama filled people.

I had a moment where I forgot all my tools and I just sat and cried and cried and cried.  Sometimes it becomes too much.  Everything ..... you get upset at always taking the high road.  You get upset at being the one to always hold everyone else up, you get upset at always being the one with the smile.  You get upset that you have to BE STRONG.  
Yup, I had a human moment.  

Thank GOD it usually only lasts a day before I can adjust my energy back to TRUST.  Back to Joy.  Back to LOVE.
What did I do to help myself?
- well had a chat with my mom
- prayed
- meditated
-stayed in pyjamas all day
- ordered in
-wrote
-did an angel card reading for myself
-adjusted my thoughts back to positive

These are just some of the things I did.  These days will come.  There is so much FEAR in the world right now.  Politics, Fires, Economy, Death, Children and their issues, family issues etc.

We need to learn to adjust our own energy.  We need to rely on God and ourselves to shift out.  We can't expect anyone else to do it for us.  God and the angels are here for us... we just have to ask them for help.
And what keeps going through my head is this " what would you do and how would you live if you knew you were always supported?"
Well that support comes from God and our Divine Team of helpers.  God loved us so much that He gave us freewill to make our own decisions of how we want to get through this life.  With help of our team or not.

I started the day in conversation with my prayer warrior Birnie saying that we had to TRUST and then my mentor did a video on trust.  Those were major signs that we are to TRUST when things seem out of control.
It is just a perception that things are not in control, when really they are.

I hope that this blog helps you a little bit today.  Trust in GOD.  Trust in yourself.  Trust the process.  Trust that we are supported because we are.
​I love you.